Hmmmm
Is it possible to be lonely when you are not alone? Can a person's mind run away with them? Words are everything. They breathe life, they breathe death. People say don't sweat the small stuff, but isn't the small stuff what leads to the big stuff? I sit here alone in my room, well minus my cat and 4 sleeping children, and can't help but ponder my life, my choices. What ifs run amok. I normally avoid those thoughts, it really gets you nowhere in the here and now. The one thing the what ifs will do for me is help carve out my future. What if I let go of all that the past holds and cleave to the future? What if I change my focus, what can I become? Miracles are made by people who solely thought of the what if I can. Can I? Can I take baby steps to my future what-ifs? What are those what-ifs? A friend once told me I put the people in my life in a certain category and leave them there. I suppose there is merit to that thought. Does that then mean I put myself in a box...